Sunday, 6 November 2011

I hate shopping

So i went dress shopping today for a celebratory thing that i have to go to with a few friends. I don't want to go but i promised my friend i would. I was trying on dresses and i just look so fat in them, i ruined the dress, it was terrible. I had to go home in the end because i just couldn't take it. My friend brought this lovely dress and she looked stunning in it. I admit, i was jealous, she has the perfect figure. It's hard when we go out for lunch aswell, she wanted to go to Mcdonalds, and i am supposed to be fasting so i got a coffee, luckily no-one asked why i didn't want mcdonalds. It's so unfair that they can eat that shit and still not put on weight. Today, i have had a coffee, 2 roast potatoes and a bowl of cereal. Yeah so much for the fast. I am going to try the fast again tomorrow, i just find it sooo hard to keep to. I was doing well until dinner time. I stepped on the scales this morning after loads of water and i had clothes on and i weighed 107.8. Not too bad. 

Thankyou 

SweetandSavoury xxx 

1 comment:

  1. I know how you feel about dress shopping. Try being a pale white. I also have problems with the color of dresses making me look sickly AND fat. I can't wear silver dresses and I love the color silver. But maybe you should do a fruit and veggie fast for a day or two (eat only fruits and veggies and drink juice, water, tea, coffee, other low-cal/0cal drinks) and then after that do a liquid only fast. It would help you get used to fasting in a way so it won't be so hard on you and your body. Or do a just fruit fast or a just veggie fast? Hopefully you can figure something out to get going better. Today you didn't do bad for restricting though so don't worry if you didn't fast, you at least restricted well.

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